Well I will remember this wine. The Antica Amarone. $110 per bottle.

I am a very stupid man. Last night I went out to meet with Sandra from Ecuador. I had pure feeling that she is just a player, interested in good food and drink. And I was so right.

She chose the expensive place, 17 Steakhouse & Bar at Mississauga. We had dinner and 2 bottles of the Antica Amarone. Total bill was $430 and I gave tip of $50. I went there by Uber $30 in each way, so the total costs of the night was stunning $540.

She is a typical Player. She was former fitness instructor and she does not work anymore. She is divorced and she have 13 years old kid. She often comes to that restaurant bringing other guys who pay for the dinner.

In our text conversation I have seen all that and I knew I should not go for this dinner. I have to learn to say NO. She have promised to go out again with me and next time she will come to my place. Of course she will chose another expensive place and another $500 will be gone.

I will not text her anymore and I will not reply on her messages.

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My shirtless photo in match.com profile

Yesterday I received a hilarious message on match.com. The woman wants to interview me for a gigolo position for an "established and legit organization".

Lets remind myself, a gigolo is a male escort who is supported by a woman in a relationship. The gigolo is expected to provide companionship, to serve a woman with good manners and social skills, and often, to serve as a dancing partner as required by the woman in exchange for the support. The relationship may include sexual services as well...

So here is the full and exact message:

Hello there. I hope you are having a fantastic day! I cam across your profile and wanted to reach out because you absolutely fit the profile my boss was searching for this week. I work for a very credible lifestyle and introduction firm in Toronto that only deals with successful high level professionals and entrepreneurs, and I am sure she would want to speak with you to see if you are a good fit for out client. I wanted to see if there were any potential gentlemen here that would be interested in meeting some of our extraordinary and attractive female clients. You certainly have a great look which fits the mild we are searching for and I would love to know more. I would be happy to have you call me or I can email you and give you our website so you can see we are legit. I can't leave info here as it is a conflict for the dating site and I might get kicked off. :) 

Are you open to meeting someone amazing?

I replied briefly with "Not interested".

I was not so happy to get this message. It raises the issue of how women see my match.com profile.

It is true, I uploaded 12 photos including selfies, where I standing up, yoga practice and a photo without shirt - on the balcony, very nice photo. In the profile I did say "I like cuddling and sex"...

So based on the shirtless photo and "I like sex" in the profile this woman has concluded that I am good to be gigolo. Interesting!!!

I updated my match.com profile on Sunday and since then I did not receive anything worth of the attention. No likes, winks or messages to be followed up.

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I deleted the Exploring Dreamstate blog on Sunday, September 25, 2016.

There are several reasons why I have done it:

First and foremost, I don't want certain people to read my blog anymore. By reading it they are making a connection between us which I don't want to keep.

Second, I made myself a way too public so some people got carried away with the following of my life.

Third, I could not express myself fully; I've started lying on my own blog, writing what people want to read instead of reporting my life as it is.

Fourth, I want to look at my life as an observer, from the outside, to have a better understanding of where I am.

The new blog is here for myself only to give me orientation for the future and a retrospective of the past making me aware of the present. It is a motivation for yoga practice. It is also a place where I can describe my life as it is, my inner thoughts without being afraid of what others think.

I will be writing in my own words maintain blog's professional look and feel. There will be no more "My Dear readers" and there is no comment section on the posts.

The Exploring Dreamstate posts will go away, no reminder of the past.

So here just came from work, starting a new blog on Tuesday, September 27, 2016.

The King is dead, long live The King!
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