We have come so far and gone nowhere


Does life have a meaning?

People do not care about the meaning of life. When survival is at stake, when the events of each day carry a sense of urgency, life's meaning is irrelevant.

Everyone who is born eventually dies. No exception.

Why this struggle, misery and suffering? Everywhere around me there is the struggle for money, for survival, for position and power, the unending process of proving self-existence.

I have stopped searching for the answers.

I put all my efforts toward myself in the most selfish way. There is no Truth to be found. We are here for a short period of time in order...(fill out whatever you want). Life has no meaning unless you want to fool yourself.

I have concluded this in December 2014, while I was sitting besides my mother in hospital. She was dying from liver cancer. She was sleeping in a bed unconscious, I was beside her and I was thinking about her life... and I have seen mine.

I realized, that life is given to us for no reason. Life is not serious.

I'm thinking about the Dreamer.


It looks like the more she loves, the more she has to lose. The more I mean to her, the more afraid she is of being hurt...

To be polite, this makes me feel uncomfortable.

It isn’t easy for her to fall in love with me. She's strong. She's comfortable on her own. She falls in love not with romantic gestures or words, but with actions. She's been swayed by false promises far too many times, and don't have a tolerance for play. She isn't going to show me every part of who she is until she trust me, and she isn't going to trust me easily.

Etc., etc... I have no time for this.



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