Saturday, March 16, 2019

"You are" is imagination

 Things are changing but the ignorance stays

I'm dreaming of attaining self-realization. It is this dream, this passion that give me a sense of purpose in my life. If I lose sight of if, I will lose the reason for living. So I keep chasing this dream. That is the most important thing of my life and nothing can come even close to it.

I fight so hard to stay aware and not to lose myself in the labyrinth of daily life, in the long hours at work, in my relationships, in drinking, going out, in all kinds of other stupidities like reading daily news...

I keep my attention on what is important for me and not what others try to impose on me. I declare my willingness to continue chasing the dream of self-realization.

I don't believe that anything and anybody existed prior to myself. I don't believe in history, in evolution, in big-bang universe. I don't believe in personal or technological improvements. I don't believe in religion and church. I don't believe in conspiracy theories and extraterrestrials. Prior to my Beingness nothing was and after my Beingness nothing will be. I stand forever beyond this feeling of "me", beyond this feeling of I, beyond this subtle feeling of "I am".

It does not matter if you really understand what I just wrote here. The bottom line is... there is no "I" and no "you" in final calculation of LIFE.

If you review process of waking up in the morning, you can see that at it's very base is that you do not know yourself, and suddenly the feeling of "you" appears. The moment it appears, on borderline of deep sleep and being awake, in a split second, "you are" sense appears and you start "knowing" yourself by constant stream of thoughts so "you" as a person starts functioning. Your attention gets fixed and you assemble the world as you know it.

The world you assemble is your personal world. No one knows about your world. There are events happening around you and you supply judgement and colors the event with your emotions. You classify everything as good or bad, according to your conditioning. You fail to see that nothing in this life is really true.

Your daily life is certified as a lie when you see this temporary phase of "you are" sense.

This world is based on various personalities, on individual characters. It is pure play which is just happening of itself. You are playing your ignorant part there by imagining yourself as a player. But that is just imagination, there is no player, everything is happening spontaneously.

The sum and substance of life is nothing but to come to a firm decision, make a judgment, about yourself (what you are?) and the world (what is it?) If you pay attention to the world you are good as dead. "You are" is imagination. To see that is the only goal of your life's journey. Take this for granted or investigate for yourself.



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