Maybe dreams are the only thing real in this life


No one can live without relationship. You may withdraw into the mountains, become a monk, a sannyasi, wander off into the desert by yourself, but you are related. You cannot escape from that absolute fact. You can not exist in isolation. - Jiddu Krishmamurti

As a kid I wondered about many questions of life. In high school and at the university I forgot about these questions and around 40s they surfaced to my mind again. Sadly, to this day, I did not found answers...

The first question is: Do other people exist when I am not in direct contact with them? I, as centre of universe have all kind of relationships. I play my role as a father, brother, boyfriend, friend, lover, co worker, neighbour etc.. What if all these people that I know are there only as far as I am paying attention to them, when I am in a direct contact to them. Interesting question.

The second question is even more mysterious: How can I leave something as a reminder of this life to my next life? And that brings me to third question: Did I left a reminder from previous life for this life? Did I? What that can be? I find the fact that I don't remember previous lives to be very cruel.

Next question that often comes on my mind is: What if dreams are more real, than what I perceive to be my waking life? What if waking life is just merely a fantasy.

Silly me, I will never find answers on these and other interesting questions. It is useless to ponder about it but I like it. If you talk about this to other people I may be labeled as a freak. So this is my secret. 😉


Last night I was with my friends out to Brydens. I had three beers and we laughed as usually. I came home around midnight, spoke with my girlfriend and went to bed at 12:45.

This morning I had a scheduled appointment at 8 am for car inspection at Canadian Tire. It turned that noise heard from the engine is just a piece of metal spring ended up there from the road. I just requested oil change and I was happy that nothing major happened.

After I went and I bought Palm beer from Belgium for tonight. I just ordered a dinner to be delivered to my place. I am supposed to celebrate one year of knowing my girlfriend.... Cheers!



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