Saturday, November 25, 2017

Home sweet home

I live in High Park area of Toronto in a small, 550 sq foot, one bedroom, cozy apartment. I'm a simple, straightforward guy and I don't like complications and anything that creates overthinking. I try to live a simple life...

I'm a mixture of a fearless man who adores freedom and undisciplined child who make so many mistakes. I'm very easy to be understood. Being confident, spontaneous and independent, I want to be in charge.

I do things for myself, like writing this blog. I don't want to prove anything to anybody. As uncomplicated, bold, aggressive and impulsive, I'm perceived as selfish, insensitive, often so blunt and impatient. Looking at the world purely from my own perspective I see that I am caring, compassionate, team player, and an overall good guy and here deep down in my heart there is a strong thirst for independence. 

Sometimes I can be hard headed and stubborn. Once I get an idea in my mind, I tend to be quite intolerant of other facts. If you want to get me into a debate about religion, politics, and other heavy subjects I will be quite annoying. I don't like debates and I really do not care about your opinion. Everything is false, there is no truth in this world. I look at all this as black and white, no shades of gray.

Nothing is ever wrong. I learn from every experience and then I forget so I repeat my mistakes all over again. But I'm proud of myself.  Maybe I'm not as good as I want to be but thanks to all the lessons I've learned along the way, I'm so much better than I used to be.

It is like chasing the wind. At the very early age, they put me in schools to learn the difference between knowledge and stupidness, wisdom and foolishness. But I have not learned much, rather I became an uninteresting piece of self-satisfaction, which is completely okay, the smarter I am, the more worries I have; the more I understand, the more it hurts.

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