Sunday, September 30, 2018

I am living my dream

Sunday, the last day in September 2018. I am planning my vacation for the next year. Exciting time.

But first, I had only 8 practices in September. It was cold in the apartment and I could not practice yoga as I would like. The heating season starts tomorrow and I want October to be the month of yoga. I want to go back to the basics - Ashtanga yoga, going to bed early, reading... simple and quiet life.

I am not a guy who likes to fight and who argues a lot. I make decision quickly and I try to cut the bullshit at the very moment I see it. Sometimes I make wrong decisions because I am so fast in making them but I am also okay at admitting my own mistakes.

I have only a few people in my life that I really care for, my daughter, sister, father, my niece... I love my daughter the most and I try to help her as much as I can. Even she started working full time, I still support her financially and I try to give her the advice about life. Yesterday she slept at my place, I made dinner and we had a nice chat. Next week she is going to Las Vegas for a vacation and I don't like it. That is the last place I will ever visit but it is her decision.

Friday night I spent with my friend from Sarajevo, we went out to Fancy Kafana and we stayed there until early in the morning. And that's it. I watched several episodes of The Affair series and I really like it. It shows that all the problems in the life are caused by other people and of course, our own stupidity.

On Friday I did not work, I took a vacation day, I needed the rest from work. I cleaned apartment, went to grocery shopping and I was enjoying a nice sunshine day in Toronto. I met my girlfriend for a short while in the morning. I will not see her until next Friday, she started to practice yoga and she will be busy during a week.

I have stopped going to beer night to meet my friends on Mondays. It is my decision to cut the most of my relationships with my drinking buddies. I don't want to go out just to sit and drink. I am tired of drinking and I had it enough. I want to change my life for the better.

In the last months I have changed. I am tired of empty expectations. I am not so exiting to be with anyone for a longer period. The people bring with themselves only their problems. I don't want to be a garbage bag where they constantly dump their self-made bullshit.

I am a lonely traveler. It is the fact. So I need to organize my life in such a way to enjoy being alone. In the last couple of days I am trying to define plans for the next year's vacation. I would like to travel Europe.

I was thinking to land in Amsterdam on May 19, 2019 and stay there 4 days. Then I will fly to Prague and stay there 5 days and visit Vienna for 4 days, and to finally arrive in Belgrade on June 2. I have this idea for a quite some time now. I would like to attend 35 years high school reunion on June 8, 2019 in my city back home. I will return back to Toronto on June 11.

I will try to visit ashtanga yoga shalas in each city and have nice stuff to blog about my trip. I know I should have done this when I was teenager but it is never late to wake up and set up my life as want it.

No Caribbean next year. This year I was there 24 days and it was more than enough, Mexico, Mayan riviera, and Dominican Republic, Punta Cana. To be quite honest I was learning to be alone. It was the first time in my life that I went only by myself and I like it.

I have also decided that once a week I will go to yoga studio here in Toronto. Of course I will attend ashtanga yoga class. I just need to be more active and spend less time in my apartment. Winter is coming...

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