Sunday, August 5, 2018

I am offering you exactly what you need - awakening


I have closely observed you for the last decade and I've seen that you are an uninteresting example of automated animation. A "soul" and a "spirit", is not really necessary at all for what you do and how you live. It is just enough to have daily portion of food to wind up and renew your purposeless web of associations again and again.

We accept the reality of the world with which we're presented. 
It's as simple as that. 
- Christof, Truman Show

You are self-conscious meaning you are consciously aware of yourself in the physical world as being personally separate from others. You have a distinct personality, you say 'me', while everyone and everything else is perceived as 'them'.

Your personality consists of your thoughts which are unconsciously selected with attempt to connect them into a whole and pass them off as a valuable and as your own. You pick up feelings and sensations, moods and experiences and out of all that you create the mirage of inner life, call yourself conscious and reasoning being, talk about God, about eternity, about eternal life and other "high" matters.

We're nothing but a simulation on some computer.
How can you love me? I am not even real. You can't fall in love with a dream.
None of this is real. You pull the plug... I disappear. And nothing I ever say... nothing I ever do... will ever matter.
 - Douglas Hall, 13th Floor

You speak about everything imaginable, judge, discuss, define, evaluate but you omit to speak about who you really are, about your real value, for you are convinced that if there is anything lacking in you, you can acquire it. But you cannot acquire yourself.

The fact is that you're not enjoying your life. You're constantly living with anxiety and self-doubts. You're always working, all the time, like machine without any rest, just in order to meet your unnecessary needs. It is your greed to want more luxurious and unnecessary things to fulfill your empty life that is causing you so much anxiety...

You plead for happiness in life, but security means more to you, even if it cost you to wreck your whole life. Since you have never learned to seize upon happiness, to enjoy it and safeguard it, you lack the courage and integrity. That is ground for sorrow, for deep, heartbreaking sorrow.

What is real? How do you define 'real'?
If you're talking about what you can feel, what you can smell, what you can taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain.
- Morpheus, The Matrix

Have you ever listened closely to a nightclub entertainer's jokes? They are jokes about you and the whole wretched world you have created. You hear a joke and you join in the laughter. You laugh at the joke without suspecting that you are laughing at yourself, that the joke is on you. And all the millions of people fail to realize that the joke is on them.

Why have you been laughed so heartily, so openly, so maliciously, down through all these years?

I will tell you why... You have built your own private world, without knowledge of what you're building. You have built a prison. You're not free, and you haven't the faintest idea what freedom is. You have forgotten how to live.

You have imprison yourself in your own imagination, woven with memories, held together by desires and fears. You need to free yourself from self-identification with a these set of memories and habits.

The freedom is a state of wonder, inexhaustible creativity and the absolute fearlessness born from the realization of the illusoriness of your personal self.


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