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a blog about awakening, yoga and my daily life.


I am Zee, 52 years old, divorced, semi-normal person of average intelligence. I am an Ashtanga yoga practitioner from Toronto, Canada. I am writing a blog about awakening, yoga and everyday life.

My entire life journey has led me to this very moment in time. I finally arrived to a place where I am okay with the truth that there is no truth.

Everything is fake, "I" sense is an illusion, so whatever we do is also illusion.

People are always talking about truth. Everybody always knows what the truth is, but what you learn, as you investigate... there is no truth. All there is is bullshit Layers of it. One layer of bullshit on top of another.

Whatever life we have, whatever entertainment we occupy ourselves with, we think that it leads somewhere, moves us toward some desired goal, that there is meaning in it, but meaning is just a creation of our imagination where everything is real, but nothing is true.


...this incessant stubborn dying,
this living death,
that slays you,oh God,
in your rigorous handiwork,
in the roses, in the stones,
in the indomitable stars and in the flesh that burns out,
like a bonfire lit by a song,
a dream,
a hue that hits the eye. 

...and you, yourself,
perhaps have died eternities of ages out there,
without us knowing about it,
we dregs, crumbs, ashes of you;
you that still are present,
like a star faked by its very light,
an empty light without star that reaches us,
hiding,
its infinite catastrophe.

- Death Without End by Jose Gorostiza

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