Friday, August 14, 2020

Here I am, playing the blues for you

Last night I went to bed at 8:30 pm ??? Can you imagine? I woke up around 3:30 am and stayed in bed but I could not fall asleep again so I got up at 4:00 am. I did 84th yoga practice of this year (6th in August), started at 6:00 am. Last year I had 84 yoga practices in total so this year I am much more into yoga.

Today my daughter was with me all day. I pick her up at 8 am and made breakfast. Then I taught her how to make beans soup with bacon, so I made a big pot, I was acted as an experienced cooking expert, we laughed and enjoyed while cooking. The soup turned out very nice.

She is vegetarian and she did not want to eat my specialty so I had to make her a potato dinner. We watched 4 episodes of The Suits, season 5 and it was very interesting. She just left and I am here on my computer feeling very tired but I will not go to bed before 10 pm. I have to return to the normal. What is now "normal"?

Anyway, my girlfriend will come tomorrow night for sleep over, she will eat my delicious beans with bacon. We will go out to some patio on Bloor and have a good time.


A little secret of life is ... there are no problems.

Believe it or not but there never were any problems, there are no problems today, and there will never be any problems in the future.

If you have a strong identity, personality, strong opinions, firm character, then there are problems, because your personality always gets into trouble of some kind. There is always friction of your expectations and the "reality". But if you learn to forget yourself, where are problems?

What I write here on my blog is utter nonsense. It really has no meaning because you are reading from standpoint of your personality. You are judging my words agreeing or disagreeing with me but I'm really writing nothing worth for that. This blog is simply my confession. It’s useless for many of you.

I’m not telling you to do yoga, or to meditate or to drink tequila and beer. This is just my personal blues, the way that I feel. Now, does it brings some new understanding to you reading this? I don't know..


My main articles are in AWAKENING category.

If you ever read them, please, do not try to analyze or judge or come to any conclusion. And, do not believe a word you read, why should you? Try to see for yourself the falseness of everything in this world including your personality.

Unfortunately, many of you believe in a official news. Even you say you do not, you actually do. You have programmed in such a way that you strongly believe that there is a cause for everything. In truth I tell you there is no cause. There isn't any cause for anything. Everything in this world is happening spontaneously, randomly, without any cause.

Since there is no cause there is no effect. So don't look at reasons, for why you are like you are, or this world is like it is. You have to accept simple fact that "you" are not and the world is not, "you" and the world are just temporary appearance.

The only sin you do in this world is that you believe that this world is true. That is a meaning of Jesus Christ on the cross. It is actually you, in this world. The thoughts take all your attention and it effectively blind you in the vicious circle of "what-if". What-if is the mind, what if that happens, what if I lose my wife, what if I lose my job, what if I buy that car...

Jesus Christ had to die, in order to raise to Heaven. So "you" also have to die, your personality must die, everything that you believe, cherish and hold to, so dearly, in your mind have to die.

Let me be straightforward as much as I can...  You exist forever. Your personality has no existence, the world has no existence, the universe is a big lie, without you it is not there. You were never born and you cannot die. Personality is born and it will die.


Your ideas, concepts, notions, feelings, attitudes make up your world.

Again, I’m playing the blues for you. It's my song. This blog is useless to most of you, because you can't do anything with this, things happen on it's own.

Think of these things instead thinking about your useless fears. Have you noticed, all your thinking is related to fear. You don't know who-you-are so you are afraid.

In young age, your thinking is about your appearance, the presentation in this world, you fear getting married. As you get older you fear about your family, about things you have, you fear getting divorced, and you try to acquire things as much as you can, so having them, you fear of losing them, as a old person, you fear poverty, you fear getting sick, and finally you fear death.

Whatever you fear is a lie created by your mind, and why not say - created by your own stupidity. Nothing matters in this world. What matters is how you react to the events, how you see it, what you expect and hope of it. This is true of every aspect of your life.

You've been trained to believe that world is true, since you were a kid. Kindergarten brainwashed you, your family, the school, the system brainwashed you, and here you are, reading this page to the end. I'm impressed.




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