Saturday, September 5, 2020

Here I am, playing the blues for you

My main articles are in AWAKENING category.

No one reads these articles. But this is what I am reading, studying, contemplating...

The Absolute cannot be experienced. It is not an objective affair. Total unicity does not have any witnessing at all. Any manifestation is in duality where witnessing happens. There has to be subject and object, they are two, but they are not two, they are two ends of the same thing.

When consciousness stirs duality arises. There are billions of objects, but each object, when it sees another object, assumes subjectivity of the Absolute, although it is an object. I, as an object, perceive and interpret all the other objects, and I assume I am the subject, and he witnessing takes place.



Consciousness stirs without any reason, any cause, spontaneously, it happens. That consciousness is universal, there is no individuality. But when consciousness stirs in particular form which has also arisen spontaneously, and it starts functioning in that form, that form assumes that is individual and what is unlimited limits itself to a particular form and all trouble starts.

Duality arises when consciousness arises. I am and I know I am present - that is duality. I am and I am not conscious of being present - that is unicity. There is only one, but when this consciousness presence is there, then there is a sense of duality.

There is no liberation because there is nothing to be liberated. The knowledge realize that is it knowledge - that is all that happens. You are not body, you are not the words; when knowledge recognizes this it is called Self-Realization.

Consciousness, as it is used here as a word, is this sense of being alive, of being present, the sense of existence. It is the love of being that is the source and cause of desires.

Understand this teaching thoroughly, intuitively, beyond words, but also understand that that very understanding can be of no use to you, because it is at the level of consciousness and consciousness is illusory happening. Self-Realization happens suddenly. When it does happen you will realize the identity of the non-manifest and the manifest, they are one, there is no difference.

A little secret of life is ... there are no problems.

Believe it or not but there never were any problems, there are no problems today, and there will never be any problems in the future.

If you have a strong identity, personality, strong opinions, firm character, then there are problems, because your personality always gets into trouble of some kind. There is always friction of your expectations and the "reality". But if you learn to forget yourself, where are problems?

What I write here on my blog is utter nonsense. It really has no meaning because you are reading from standpoint of your personality. You are judging my words agreeing or disagreeing with me but I'm really writing nothing worth for that. This blog is simply my confession. It’s useless for many of you.

I’m not telling you to do yoga, or to meditate or to drink tequila and beer. This is just my personal blues, the way that I feel. Now, does it brings some new understanding to you reading this? I don't know..


If you ever read them, please, do not try to analyze or judge or come to any conclusion. And, do not believe a word you read, why should you? Try to see for yourself the falseness of everything in this world including your personality.

Unfortunately, many of you believe in a official news. Even you say you do not, you actually do. You have programmed in such a way that you strongly believe that there is a cause for everything. In truth I tell you there is no cause. There isn't any cause for anything. Everything in this world is happening spontaneously, randomly, without any cause.

Since there is no cause there is no effect. So don't look at reasons, for why you are like you are, or this world is like it is. You have to accept simple fact that "you" are not and the world is not, "you" and the world are just temporary appearance.

The only sin you do in this world is that you believe that this world is true. That is a meaning of Jesus Christ on the cross. It is actually you, in this world. The thoughts take all your attention and it effectively blind you in the vicious circle of "what-if". What-if is the mind, what if that happens, what if I lose my wife, what if I lose my job, what if I buy that car...

Jesus Christ had to die, in order to raise to Heaven. So "you" also have to die, your personality must die, everything that you believe, cherish and hold to, so dearly, in your mind have to die.

Let me be straightforward as much as I can...  You exist forever. Your personality has no existence, the world has no existence, the universe is a big lie, without you it is not there. You were never born and you cannot die. Personality is born and it will die.


Your ideas, concepts, notions, feelings, attitudes make up your world.

I’m playing the blues for you. It's my song. This blog is useless to most of you, because you can't do anything with this, things happen on it's own.

Think of these things instead thinking about your useless fears. Have you noticed, all your thinking is related to fear. You don't know who-you-are so you are afraid.

In young age, your thinking is about your appearance, the presentation in this world, you fear getting married. As you get older you fear about your family, about things you have, you fear getting divorced, and you try to acquire things as much as you can, so having them, you fear of losing them, as a old person, you fear poverty, you fear getting sick, and finally you fear death.

Whatever you fear is a lie created by your mind, and why not say - created by your own stupidity. Nothing matters in this world. What matters is how you react to the events, how you see it, what you expect and hope of it. This is true of every aspect of your life.

You've been trained to believe that world is true, since you were a kid. Kindergarten brainwashed you, your family, the school, the system brainwashed you, and here you are, reading this page to the end. I'm impressed.



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