Happy birthday Zee!

An old timer - 1965 Chevy Impala

I am born on March 27, just like Jessie J, Mariah Carey, Brenda Song, Fergie and Quentin Tarantino... and my sister...and I am a typical Aries.

55 years after, there is no celebration, no party, no dinner, not even a birthday cake. It is a Friday but not like any other Friday, there is no going out, no drinking with friends and... no girlfriend.

At present, I'm involved with this really, really wonderful woman, and I like her very much. But I know deep in my heart of hearts that we have no business being romantically involved. So, it’s sort of about liking someone but knowing I shouldn’t be with her.

She told me she does not like my blog, and actually my blog is damaging my self worth and to who I am. I don't share her opinion I think my blog is exactly who I am.... a contradictory crazy guy.

This blog, of course, I use for self promotion, but I am not forcing anyone to read it. It's free and available for some time. I will delete all these pages at one point of time but for now it is here...

I am an Aries, I'm known for my simplicity, an impulsive nature and aggressiveness. Maybe the woman I want to be with thinks I'm arrogant, well, I'm self reliant and adventurous and I love being independent. But a quiet evening with someone I care about suits me very well. On other times I want to feel the heat. I want to party...

But that won't happen today. It is my birthday and I am home alone.

Happy birthday Zee!!!
...are you three, are you four, are you five?

Are you fifty-five?

Yes I fucking am...

Happiness is my choice. I've stopped living my life according to patterns and habits, I've stopped following comfort of familiarity and I don't care what others expect from me. Deep in myself, I want to laugh more and have more craziness in this shitty life.

Because, the end of all our exploring, will be to arrive where we started!