Monday, July 6, 2020

It's the question that drives us
My twin sister, died from covid-19 on May 9, 2020

In my opinion, the coronavirus crisis is intentionally and artificially made up for only one reason... to destroy economic success of the president of United States of America, Mr. Donald Trump. Here you go... I said it.

My sister died at 55

It is two months since my twin sister passed away from covid-19 and looking at these photos I'm so pissed off. I face my life and my existence as the almighty cosmic joke but I am not laughing, I'm damn certain to know that I'm the subject of that joke.

In this life I am only interested in awakening, in getting enlightenment, obtaining self-realization, call it as you wish. That is difficult, no difficult is not right word, it is impossible. Know Yourself is a main thing in life and in the process of finding out about myself I see only ugly, unpleasant, hurtful and dishonest things. The whole process of discovery hurts like hell.

Indeed, since I started on this spiritual path I have discovered my own ugliness, my lies, pretense, hypocrisy, fears... seeing that life is a pain itself. Fortunately I am not a thin-skinned, heart-oriented and addicted-to-comfort guy so I proceed further. I have no hopes that I will ever rich enlightenment but who cares, I am striving even harder with ruthless self-investigation and self-observation.

Somewhere in this process over the years, I've developed the capacity to see things as they are, and that makes me seeing things with brutal self-honesty. I'm not so concerned about other people, they're stuck with the comfortable day-to-day deception, oppression and depression. They are surrounded by lies and they itself has became a big lie. I can say this because I've seen that for myself, everything I think, say and do is just projection of my lying mind.

August 2019

Waking towards enlightenment is a frightening endeavor. It shatters the beliefs, world view and dissolves any certainty. You start seeing things you may not want to see. This is very painful. The culprit of all seeing is the seeing that we don't exist, the "I" don't exist. So simple words which do not make any sense. Are they? So, I will not about that.

I am also looking at the position of humanity. The humanity as a whole. It is a really sad, miserable situation. A small minority of people, a tiny few, controls all natural resources, money and freedom on this planet.

They control everything and the most dangerous thing is their control over the information. All governments are under their influence. The major politicians in every country of the world are just pawns in their hands. The politicians are corrupted people with no empathy for others.

May 2020

The half-truth or completely false information are placed everywhere. Internet, social media, TV news, newspapers etc... When people see this, and it is impossible not so see it, they think it must be true. People do not realize that all newspapers in the world are produced by very few agencies.

A news agency is an organization that gathers news reports and sells them to subscribing news organizations, such as newspapers, magazines and radio and television broadcasters. A news agency may also be referred to as a wire service, newswires, or news service. - Wikipedia

The owners of the three biggest and global news agencies in the world: Agence France-Presse (AFP), Associated Press (AP) and Reuters, which have offices in most countries of the world and cover all areas of information, are Rothschild, Rockefeller and other wealthiest families of the world. They serve to the humanity all the information.

RIP, I'll fight for you

Dear reader, it is time to say the truth. Maybe you already know all this but still you are afraid. I will tell you why are you afraid? You are afraid because you have a sense of possession, "mine" sense, and that is the source of all fears.

You, my reader, suffer more for the lost of your old shoes than when you hear that someone's child died. It's your sense of "mine" that is causing the suffering, the shoes were yours and someone's else child is not. It is this sense of "mine" that will be downfall of humanity.

You are born sane and spoiled by contemporary education, influenced with neo-liberal values - the values of ego, hypocrisy, self-calming, empty talking, vanity and self-love. Today, you live thinking only about yourself.

Trinity: It's the question that drives us, Neo. It's the question that brought you here. You know the question, just as I did.
Neo: What is the Matrix?
Trinity: The answer is out there, Neo, and it's looking for you, and it will find you if you want it to.

There is an enormous contradiction between your intelligence at work and the stupidity of your beliefs. You stick to your beliefs, ideas of good and evil and social mores. You set up hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure based on such beliefs but you don't see that you have made yourself covetous, greedy and coward.

I will tell you a terrible truth: You don't want to be free! You're a slave and as the slave you dream of becoming a master rather than of gaining freedom.

The crux of the matter on which the whole ploy of the current coronavirus affairs rests is suggestibility, complacency and tendency to wishful thinking.

The age of mankind will not end by required vaccination and the universal nanochip in the body. There are forces pulling in different direction of the one presented in official media.

Always in my heart

I predict that the humanity as a whole will succeed in the battle for higher awareness. The mass awakening is already happening. Freedom exists.



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