Wednesday, October 21, 2020

Giving up of everything

Today, my ex girlfriend blocked me on her phone. It all began with my reading of her one-month old message on Facebook. I was looking at it, then I got pissed off, I texted her in a vulgar tone because my heart said so!

I don't worry, it really doesn't matter, memories fade away. Every memory dies, the things we did, how many orgasm we had, the good time, the wonderful time, the trips, presents, all gone with the wind. The words we said the impacts we made for good or for bad, big or small, they all lost it's meaning and it doesn't matter to anyone anymore.

Everything you've been taught in your life is a lie

Everything you think you know is a lie. History, who you are, where you come from, your beliefs are a lie and that's why it's so difficult to discover the truth and to wake up.

You live your life in the enormous sea of disinformation, accidentally or intentionally falsified that causes your confusion and doubts. If you're interested in awakening, you need to understand clearly that this is the starting point. This is what you've got to work with. The fact that everything you've been told is a lie and you cannot find truth by google search.

Don't believe that anything and anybody existed prior to yourself. Don't believe in history, in evolution in big-bang universe. Do you have experience that world existed before you were born? I don't think so. Prior to you nothing was and after you nothing will be.

There comes times when you start asking question like What is the meaning of all this? Usually, those moments come in difficult times, when you experience great loss in your life. But deep, inside your gut, you do know truth: "world is not real."

The outside forces are keeping you busy in order to cover up that very fact. The world is entertaining you, keeping you involved. And in some ways, every time you think about reality, with some deeper state of mind from position of your inner peace, they take you away, with some life complication or amusement parks or whatever.

The life's journey is a scam. There is no journey... There is no destination to reach, there is only this moment. 

You live life with mistaken identity

Me, me, me. It is all about "me"... but the sense of self does not reside in any particular part of the body. "I" is not in the body, neither as tenant nor as its owner. Identification with the body is "me", it is a belief, conviction, nothing else. But at once it is accepted, it creates birth and death, greed, desire, hatred, craving and self-importance.

Pay attention and you will notice that you are not living in the material, objective world at all. The events are happening, they just pass by with a little or no influence on your part.

You're actually living in psychological world, the word existing only in your mind. Who else knows about your thoughts and feelings? There is no one else there, you are completely on your own. Your hopes, expectations, fears are your world.

Give up the memories and imagination and be nothing, understand nothing, do nothing. No one is coming to save you, to the extent that no one is going magically to enlighten you. The life is a lonely road and you travel alone. You may have a companion or not but you must know, no one will take care of you at the end.

The life has nothing to give you. Awakening is nothing else but the process of dismantling your beliefs, undoing, opening, giving up of everything...

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