Sunday, October 25, 2020

There is nothing to be understood

When I write a post I am actually trying to tell to you, my reader and to the Universe at large, multiple stories. I want to tell you about my everyday life supported by pictures and I want to connect that with spiritual awakening, my attempt to live this life consciously.

Last night I went to bed at 2 am. No, I was not on any party I was at home watched Netflix movies and drunk beer. Yesterday was a quiet and very nice day. I did yoga practice in the morning and then left for a long walk, visited the bank, withdraw some cash and bought groceries.

I'm doing things that need to be done. I washed clothes and cleaned apartment. My friend bought me a wonderful cheese pie (burek) all the way from  Burlington. Oh my God, last night I ate half of it. It is so tasty with yogurt.

Today I got up at 8:30. I am planning to do two yoga practices. I am behind my schedule, only 8 yoga practices in October so far, which is a consequence of parties and drinking too much I've done in the first couple of weeks of this month. I will try to reach my goal of 15 practices but it will not be the end of the world if do not do it.

You see, I'm not serious about anything. My plans are just general directions, not really anything set in stones. I'm not serious about life, there is nothing here to be serious about. As Osho said, the seriousness is a kind of disease, it is a cancer of the soul... and I agree with him.

You are born in this world and since that moment you are heading towards death, whether you may like it, dislike it, believe it, disbelieve it, you may be atheist, theist, following this religion, that religion, you may claim you are special, whatever you may about yourself, you are not spared, the death is awaiting you.

Whatever you may do from the birth to the death is of very little importance and it will be lost like tears in the rain. I may sound too poetic, I just want to say nothing has any meaning.

So, don't turn everyday situations into problems, constantly on the lookout for shit to complain about and worrying about a bunch of things that simply do not matter. You bare needs are a place to sleep, something to wear and to have two meals a day. Everything else is extra to please your vanity.

My life philosophy is simple, there is not truth in this world. Truth and the world are two completely different things. The world is our own beliefs mirrored to the outside form from empty space. We create our own reality. The main purpose of the world is to play around our excessive pride in our appearance, qualities, abilities and achievements.

The goals, timelines, and deadlines? This society tells us that setting and achieving is the only way to lead a fulfilling life. I say find the time for introspection, time to think what do you really want and to see your needs. Try to see through this pile of shit you set for yourself, try to see the falseness of everything.

That's it. I'm not here to open your eyes. I don't give a damn about what do you think. I am only saying investigate for yourself and see your life as what really is... a lie. If you want it you can do it, if not, well good luck, continue living your wonderful life as you did so far.

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