Friday, November 6, 2020

Oh man, what a vacation!!!

I am trying to find myself. Sometimes that's not easy.
Marilyn Monroe

That's right Marilyn. 😜

The last 3 days I am on vacation. My vacation is great, JOY, PEACE, CREATIVITY. Today I went for a walk at High Park, yesterday I had a coffee at Starbucks and two days ago I had haircut. I keep INNER BALANCE, I am releasing my bitterness and I FORGIVE OTHERS.

Only a week more until election in USA is finished. The mail-in-ballots reversed the history in making to going to the history. When all is done, the president Trump will be placed in history books right besides dinosaurs. I'll LET GO the election and welcome year 2021 - the worst year ever, you don't need to believe it, you will see it. 


I am writing this post, #154, am I offending some of my readers? Good. Go find another blog to read for free. This blog is about genuine SPIRITUAL WISDOM. I don’t even like the words like “spiritual” and "wisdom". It’s about life - you know, what happens when you discover that you are nothing but an asshole. 

Are you like me? I am so sorry that you cannot add your bullshit wisdom in the comments section of this blog simply because there is no comment section on this blog. But thank you. 

Yes, the world is changing. I EMBRACE THE CHANGE. One thing’s true in this life, everything changes. The change is the only constant. Nothing within us is truly the same as a month ago, just as nothing around us is like a month ago. 

I love life, I LOVE THE WORLD! Let's get together and change it one hug at a time! Burn some incense, do yoga! Save trees, save animals, eat ORGANIC, shit in toilets.

SPIRITUALITY, the LIGHT and HAPPINESS, it’s all good for my heart, which opens once a year when it has healed from painful things. But pain is not so bad! And good isn't good sometimes, bad is good, war is peace, freedom is slavery. AWARENESS GROWS.

Hey, that brings me: one time, (shhh, when my divorce happen) I went through some painful things - I tried to be an observer in HIGHER SELF (capital letters) not just this lowercase self shit. I was the HIGHER SELF, the observer, and I did BREATHING. 

Yes, PRANA when things went tough. I've heard that breathing is healthy. Particularly breathing in and out, it went so well for me. I'm GRATEFUL. Really.

Oh yes, I'm going to do the 5th practice of this month, and, of course, I'll do MEDITATION... Exercise and meditation is good - it’s not just for the body, it helps me get sober from last night — and TO BE PRESENT and remember that my life is full of ABUNDANCE.   

I am falling in LOVE with where I AM. I SURRENDER to the PRESENT MOMENT. I like it. I'm practicing it. It is especially good for sex. I haven’t  fuck for weeks but I surrender to the circumstances. I do watch porn, and fantasize. I AM PERFECT EXACTLY AS I AM. 

But who cares for sex, that awful activity, YOGA is a thing!!! 

Ashtanga yoga is so important to me. It’s, like, saved my life. Yoga means ONION or UNION. It really means anything you want. You know, YOGA teaches us to EMBRACE EVERYONE and open with LOVE and RESPECT. I like DIVERSITY of women bodies doing yoga. I like to SUFFER besides them doing downward dog. 

Suffering is a base of my existence so I BREATHE deeply!!!
(like I have a choice to do anything else)


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