One thing is for sure... Life goes on.

I'm going to simplify my life. If I can be simple in my expectations, goals, and tasks, I will not only be happier, I will also get more done and be more successful. I will focus on one single task and that is being awake.

The funny thing about focusing on one goal is that it seems that I'm neglecting all the others aspects of my life, but there are really nothing in this world else except self-realization worth pursuing. And when I focus on my goal, magically the other aspects of my life improve.

I'm surrounded by distractions, such as work, going out, text messages, emails, Facebook. I must learn to manage my time, and get things done.

Most people sit around whining about their miserable life, and then they wonder why nothing good ever happens to them. I don't want to over analyze and over think.

My task of self-realization is of such importance and seriousness, it demands such intensity of efforts, that to attempt it in my old, lazy, usual way of behaving is impossible.

In order to fulfill my task, the life as it is lived so far is finished. I've become aware that my ordinary life has been forever left behind, that self-realization is indeed difficult affair.

Starting from today, in my daily life I'm going to set strict rules of my new behavior. I know that self-importance and self-pity are my worst enemies. I need to change my behavior in such a way to eliminate this individual self that have rob me from power.

From now on, at all times I should be ready and aware. I will never contact anyone. I will not send text message to initiate conversations or call anyone. If I receive the messages I will reply but no there will be no initiative from my side.

You see, I have learned to think that my actions are important. I've looked at myself taking myself as something. Not anymore. I'm going to replace the importance of myself with laughing at myself.

I'm going to live my life by acting, not by thinking about acting.

Spring is here. It is a great opportunity to change my daily schedule. So from today I will be following my new schedule:

    6:00 AM - Get up   
AM - Yoga (60 min)
AM - Meditation (30 min)
PM - Walking (90 min)
PM - Weights (30 min) 
PM - Recapitulation (30 min)
PM - Reading (30 min)
PM - Sleep

Nothing is important anymore. I have no honor, no dignity, no name, no country but only life to be lived and under this circumstances I have no real ties to anyone.

I'm not concerned about liking people or with being liked myself. I will not waste my energy by worrying about such things.

I'm going to be dispassionate, and have no compassion for anybody. I have no business following people in their up and downs. To have compassion means that I want people to be like me. The hardest thing in the world is to leave the people and let them be as they are.

From now on, I consider any kind of activity with people, no matter how minute or unimportant, as a battlefield. In each battle I'm going to perform my best, being at ease and open.