Lets talk about awakening or better lets talk about what is not awakening. The spiritual awakening is not the ultimate pleasure, uninterrupted happiness. No such thing exists. So stop following a stupid New Age approach towards pure energy, rising consciousness, kundalini awakening, pure love and light... The conscious states of bliss, beatitude, and ecstasy do not exist and the fleeting experience of such states are just imagination.

Light, accession, 5th dimension etc., Buddha Consciousness, Christ Consciousness, or whatever you are looking for, are all trips in the wrong direction. Rising consciousness can never be grasped, contained, much less given expression to, by anyone. That stupidity will lead you nowhere.

Awakening, transformation, moksha, liberation, and all that stuff, are just variations of the same theme: permanent happiness. The physical body can't take high pleasure for long, it would be destroyed. Wanting this fictitious permanent state of happiness is a serious mental problem.

There is no self, there is no I, there is no spirit, there is no soul. It is all imagination, the functioning of confused mind. And that's all. Who is to have the uninterrupted happiness or to gain liberation?

My friends, this is all you need to know. This life is like a dream, it appears that you are living, liking this, disregarding that, it looks like that you are growing up, earning, getting wiser while laughing and crying... for some time... and then the show ends. And you call it a journey.

Why are you conditioned thinking that you are on a journey? Fuck me if I know. Life has no explanations to give you. It is an empty, meaningless flow of events that just go on and on...

You want to think you are immortal, but you aren’t. You behave like you're immortal, you have no notion of your own death. You always want more and better and you're striving to reach goals, objectives and you're saving for a retirement in order to start living. Well not me, but you do.

No matter how hard you try, neither awakening nor money will buy you happiness. So stop accumulating, life is about living. And stop spending your time and money on useless crap.

Really, thank you for trying to make other people happy. Whatever you do, people will never be pleased with you. If you want to make a real difference in the world, leave them as they are. Don't avoid them, just let them be as they are.

Unless you are living in the present, like me 😏, you are wasting your life. All the stuff you're worried about doesn’t really matter. Hopefully, you’ll see that you still have time to do the things you actually always wanted to do. Hurry, you might not wake up tomorrow so don’t put off what you can do today until tomorrow. You might not get the second chance.

You will never have enough time. So collect yourself fast and cut the crap out of your life and realize your own bullshit. But obviously, you do not see reality. You search for happiness so you don't see things in front of you. I don't mean only you. I mean people. To me to ask question of energy and light is so silly, so meaningless, so absurd.

It is not life that you are really interested in but living. The problem of living for you has become a very tiring business, feelings, ideas. In other words, it is the value system that you have been thrown yourself into. You see, the value system is mind, and it's like glue all over you.

You are trying to fit yourself into that value system which is totally false and it is falsifying you. But you are not ready to accept that falseness. You throw a lot of energy into this business of fitting yourself into that. Sorry, but it want work.