I'm living in an uncertain and dangerous time. My future is blurry. I have no clue how and when this pandemic will end, what it will mean for my life and the lives of my loved ones - my father, daughter, relatives and my friends. I have so much to worry about: my health, job, finances... future.

I'm not the only one pondering this morning about this uncertainty asking myself how I can get through this and what the world will look like when it's all over. The "new normal" does not look good. Not at all.

Lets start first with the question of wearing this muzzles - the masks. You can read here about the most recent study from Stanford University that showed that masks do absolutely nothing to help prevent the spread of COVID-19 and their use is even harmful. The study concludes:

The existing scientific evidences challenge the safety and efficacy of wearing facemask as preventive intervention for COVID-19. The data suggest that both medical and non-medical facemasks are ineffective to block human-to-human transmission of viral and infectious disease such SARS-CoV-2 and COVID-19, supporting against the usage of facemasks.

Wearing facemasks has been demonstrated to have substantial adverse physiological and psychological effects. These include hypoxia, hypercapnia, shortness of breath, increased acidity and toxicity, activation of fear and stress response, rise in stress hormones, immunosuppression, fatigue, headaches, decline in cognitive performance, predisposition for viral and infectious illnesses, chronic stress, anxiety and depression.

Long-term consequences of wearing facemask can cause health deterioration, developing and progression of chronic diseases and premature death. Governments, policy makers and health organizations should utilize prosper and scientific evidence-based approach with respect to wearing facemasks, when the latter is considered as preventive intervention for public health.

You will not find this on front pages of mainstream media.

I have a small circle of good friends and we visit each other and go out drinking beer and having fun. The one of my best friend has already received the first dose of Pfizer vaccine and today my another friend is getting it. I will not join them. I have decided not to be part of the vaccination covid experiment, at least not this year.

Today, there is a relentless drive by Canada government to vaccinate, vaccinate, vaccinate – and this with a substance that is not even qualifying as a vaccine, namely a new type of what’s also called “gene-therapy”, a mRNA-type injection which affects the human DNA. mRNA stands for messenger ribonucleuc acid.

The best-known pharma-manufacturers of these mRNA-type substances, falsely called vaccines are Pfizer, Moderna, AstraZeneca, Johnson and Johnson (J & J) and a few other inoculations from the Bill Gates created GAVI Alliance, or the Global Alliance for Vaccines and Immunizations, also called the Vaccine Alliance. They are located in Geneva, next door to WHO.

This therapy is untested. No substantial trials done. In the few animal trials carried out on ferrets and rats, all animals died. Claiming an emergency, Canadian as well as other countries granted a so-called Emergency Use Application for use of what effectively is a gene-therapy, not a vaccine. Therefore, further trials were skipped and this experiment, the mRNA-type experiment went directly to humans.

Thank you, but really, no thank you.

The Canadian government, especially here in Ontario, takes vaccination campaign together with increase covid testing so the fewer people volunteer to take the "vaccine", the more governments force these false PCR test on the Ontarian. Despite the fact that the validity of the PCR test is absolutely unsuited to determine whether a person is “infected” with the covid-19 virus or not. This conclusion is confirmed lately also by WHO.

However, this PCR test is still and ever more so being forced upon us and daily report of "infected" people overcrowds the news creating fear and the need for the "vaccination".

So, I worry, not because of PCR tests and not because of the pandemic and not because of the vaccination but I worry about this New Normal future. What is to be done with me? Probably, as it is now, I will refuse to get “vaccinated,” ever.

I am very much aware that there is no place for me in New Normal society. The society knows this and so do I. To them, I will be suspicious, alien, source of potential infection, a danger for other people. 

I do not share their way of thinking and their ideological beliefs. I do not follow their rhetoric and I do what I have to, wearing masks, staying at home etc. only because they force me to do so.

So they are discussing the need to segregate me, and exactly how and when, it will be reveled in near future. In their totalitarian eyes, I am no more than a criminal. I will not travel anywhere, I will never visit sports and cultural events, I will be banned from many other places that requires "green" passport.

I can’t tell you how best to resist and to survive what is coming, but I can tell you it starts with seeing things clearly, and calling things, and people, exactly what they are.