In less than two weeks I'm going to Rome, Italy, to meet my girlfriend. I'm
looking forward to that, I'm missing her so much. We will spend 8 nights
there. In mean time I'm living life being more or less conscious.
The weather last week in Toronto was nice. We had here a wonderful sunny and
warm days.
I followed my strict routine, daily yoga, walking and I added weights
lifting, mostly for biceps muscles. I feel okay, this morning my weight went
bellow 90 kg, the first time after almost 4 years.
Despite good feelings for physical body I'm not satisfied with my spiritual
life.
Last week I went out on Thursday, Friday and Saturday, I spent more than
$500 on food and drinks, got drunk, smoke a lot. There was no meditation and
reading my spiritual stuff. So I need to get back to the basics.
On Friday I dump a large sum of money to my mortgage as a pre-payment and my
mortgage is now in double digits. I'm expecting to pay off everything by the
March 1, 2024. I will strive to save money for the mortgage and make one
more pre-payment in July, that is the priority this year. The second thing
is the travel.
Last week I went to Nordstrom store and bought shoes and 3 nice looking
shirts. The Nordstrom is closing all stores in Canada and now they have
40% off on all items. They are some good deals.
I want to change my personal style, wear more shirts instead of
t-shirts.
58 years old, feeling good about my appearance
In this dream called daily life, the awakening is the passion that gives me
a sense of purpose. If I lose it, I will not only lose the purpose but I
will also lose myself. So I keep chasing my dream. That is the most
important thing of my life.
I often lose myself in the labyrinth of daily life, in the long hours at
work, in drinking, going out, reading daily news and in all kinds of other
stupidities...
So I declare my willingness to continue chasing my dream. I am going to
change my attitude towards my friends and the people in general. I will make
a little distance from all of them, I'll be kind and humble but not too
close to anyone... and that's all that matters.
After 4 years today I am bellow 90 kg
By reading my blog you may come to conclusion that my life is great and I have
nothing to complain about... and you are quite right. Nevertheless, at this
moment, I want to shift the course of my life towards spirituality.
At age 58, I've reached a point when I just no longer fit in with the crowd.
It is difficult for me to admit, but I must be honest, I'm too old for going
out and clubbing. There is no reason I should go to clubs if everyone around
me is my daughter's age. If you don’t see the problem then you have a problem.
Friday night, Mc Adam Place, Mississauga
Last week was all about drinking. I'm thinking for myself and I'm seeing my
mistakes. What I'm not quite sure is this life my show, is it my dream or just
randomly and loosely connected events. But honestly, who the fuck cares.
I need to save money, smoke less, drink less and exercise more. The money
monitoring should be put in place. I want to be more aware of my spending
habits and I must try to spend less and save more.
Spring is here. Today in Toronto is 20 C and it feels really nice so I'll be
rising earlier. So from today I'm starting a new "spring/summer" schedule:
5 am - wake up
7 am - yoga practice
6 pm - gym exercise
9 pm - sleep
Daily ashtanga yoga half-primary practice, 45 minutes long and once a week the
full primary class is a must. I want to be without belly fat. I want to
include daily gym exercise and walking as daily activities. I need physical
movements.
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