Writing about my personal stuff was so stupid

I have removed from the blog posts regarding my personal things, everything about my wedding and my plans in general. I deleted all posts and articles related to my fiancée, the photos and stories from our trips. I'm not allowing people to meddle with our life. I made mistake putting those things online.

Interesting writing is neither about personal matters nor about topics like awakening, self-realization, enlightenment, it’s about being able to offer something interesting to the reader. My point of view of life and the world is quite different from the mainstream, I think I may be interesting, compelling and insightful, I have something to say.

My personal stuff is without these attributes, so it's deleted, I don't want to write just a diary.

I'm clear, concise and different. I offer my readers something to think about — something they’ll take with them long after they’ve finished reading my blog. I invite them in and encourage them to reconsider their beliefs by asking questions and talking about things that aren’t cut and dry.

I write these simple words but at the same time, they are difficult to understand without deeper thinking... I don't want people to read just about my relationship and my plans, especially the people who knows my fiancée in person. 

It is great to be personal on a blog. That actually helps me targeting audience and readers that connect with me in a better way. I write this blog as a hobby and blog for fun, per my own convenience. 

I touch upon topics like conscious living, love, work pressure, depression, motivation, etc. by sharing my own personal views and life experiences regarding these. It may help you to believe that “Yes, we are all in the same game, it is true. It can happen”.

Writing a blog is amazing, and I’m as addicted to it as you are reading it. Putting my views about life on the display creates the illusion of connection with you. 

Yes, on this way via blog, I am able to communicate with hundreds of people with ease. I don't have comments on my blog due to simple reason I don't really give a shit of what your opinion is. Don't be offended, it is nothing personal. I don't care if you agree with me and much less if you don't. 

I used to be far concerned with how I'm perceived by you more than how I perceive you. But my thirst for your approval has dried out. 

The ugliest truth is that I valued your opinion of me more than my own. I've spent a large part of my life doing things in the hope of getting you to like me. In chasing your approval, I did things I didn’t want to, I was something what I am not.

On the bottom of this page I have an invisible tracker called the StatCounter, a javascript gadget, which records your visits to my blog. It generates statistics from your IP address, phone version, your exact location and everything you have read on the blog.

I see that the largest number of clicks on the blog have the posts about my daily life, especially in the last weeks about my fiancée and our wedding. I don't like that so I will stop feeding you with the stuff to gossip about. 

In a world that frequently emphasizes kindness and sympathy these not so gentle words may be a little strange, my strong words may seem offensive to you. I'm unconcerned.

I have no time to think what do you think of me. I am not afraid to be who I am.  I don't follow you and I don't expect anything from you. Read this blog, it's free, read it if you want but don't think about me, think about yourself.

Writing about awakening I'm fulfilling my part on this planet.