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Going my own way

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The phrase don't cast your pearls before swine is a biblical reference from the New Testament. It means not to offer valuable or precious things to those who are unable to appreciate or understand their worth. It's often used to advise against sharing something valuable with someone who is unlikely to appreciate it.

I'm writing here articles with deep thought and delicate sense of humor but I need to be more careful with offering this genuine stuff. My honesty, integrity, good will... it may be misused and disregarded, and attempts to awaken you from your slumber may go against me.

Matthew 7.6 exactly says - do not give what is holy to dogs, and do not throw your pearls before pigs, or they will trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces, so I will not waste my time and energy trying to teach anyone who is incapable of seeing the truth!

The real hopeless victims of mental illness are to be found among those who appear to be most normal. Many of them are normal because they are so well adjusted to our mode of existence, because their human voice has been silenced so early in their lives, that they do not even struggle or suffer or develop symptoms as the neurotic does. They are normal not in what may be called the absolute sense of the word; they are normal only in relation to a profoundly abnormal society.

Their perfect adjustment to that abnormal society is a measure of their mental sickness. These millions of abnormally normal people, living without fuss in a society to which, if they were fully human beings, they ought not to be adjusted. 

~ Aldous Huxley, Brave New World Revisited
 
My sincerity guides me. Devotion to my goal of freedom and perfection makes me abandon friendship, slowly remove myself from this shitty society, become extremely selfish and utterly alone. I need to abandon all theories and systems and live by wisdom, intelligence and active will. Various spiritual theories may be good as starting points, but must be abandoned, the sooner - the better.

Concentration, full confidence, "I am" sense, keeping attention before words! With such assets, I am going my own way. 

In my life I face challenges over and over to which I have only partial influence, so I find myself subject to circumstances that I can’t control. Living simple, stress-free, healthy life is very tough due to influence of other people.

I'm coming to conclusion that less people you know the better you are. Being alone is a gift, real gift.

I will not strive to impress anyone. No more wasting time to prove something. I'm walking away from opinions of others, I simply don’t care because I accept the fact that no one really cares about me. It’s a tough pill to swallow, but it’s necessary.

I have no desire to make a difference in anyone's life, I am only selfishly concerned how to live my own life truthfully in this full of shit world.

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