I have so many things to write about but I wonder how all this will be understood. My blog has 200 to 300 regular readers and I found out that my family, friends, even neighbors are reading it, laughing and mocking me about my honesty.
I wonder if they really understand anything I write here, they just want to see how is my life going, not necessarily wishing me happiness.
So my dear readers, my life is perfect, I am in love and in two weeks, I am going to get married. I will write today what is on my mind... and heart.
It is early Thursday morning, 7 am, my fiancée is still sleeping. I am in Belgrade since Saturday. My flight via Amsterdam was cancelled so I came with lots of delays, via Istanbul. It was a long, 24 hours, trip.
Since I came here I did not have time to write the blog.
My fiancée is with me in Airbnb apartment which is cozy, nothing fancy but we have everything that we need. Every day, we met with our friends. Yesterday we returned from Cacak, we visited my father and spent a night there.
Since I came, every night we went to sleep after 2 am. It is beautiful weather in Serbia, so far during a day it was around 15 C. It is a bit colder during nights. And this was it, the basic info about Serbia.
I met with my fiance's mother and we had lunch at her place. I was so nervous that Sunday. I wanted so much that she likes me and of course I was not relaxed.
Everything went well, we laughed and we had an interesting time. When she was leaving she told me that we are good looking couple and we look nice together.
It is interesting how much we depend from the opinion of others. Even I say I don't care what others think about me, that's not quite true. I wanted to look good and to present myself in the best way to her because of my fiancée.
I care about my soon to be wife, it is important that her family, not necessary like me, but knows me for my good heart and my feelings of responsibility for the family life.
My father adores my fiancée. We had a beautiful time in Cacak, this was third time he met her. We talked a lot and he is on her side, warning her about my straightforwardness and impulsiveness. He told me to try to change, to have more patience and trust.
I understand very well the obstacles and difficulties my fiancée is facing in our relationship. She will come to Canada and start everything from the beginning.
I see her life here in Belgrade, it is a good, well organized life, a life with a style. I have to provide her with the same and I am committed to do it.
It is three days before New Year and two weeks before our wedding. Tonight we are going to my niece's place for a dinner, tomorrow to a restaurant with live music... our big Serbian party is rolling out, I am so excited but my confusion about all this is fading away.
I love her so much.
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