It is Saturday night, I'm enjoying the evening. I've worked a lot today, namely I got a new laptop from work and I spend all day to set it up. I just did my yoga practice and I'm drinking beer, ready to disclose to you a secret of life.

Perhaps you can call it a human's predilection.

The basic emotion of every human being here on this planet is sadness. The sadness comes from a deep knowledge of wasted time. Basically, the human beings on this planet lead a cold and lonely life without feelings because their psychology is based on wrong socializing, wishful thinking and imagination.

Humans do not love this world. They have forgotten to embrace it with heart. The earth knows that and it treats human beings as aliens. That's why people feel sadness, wherever they are, their existence is painful. People roam on this world without love and heart.

This is the predilection of a human being. This earth, this world and their existence.

I don't count myself anymore in the general pack of people. I'm a lone wolf.

On Monday, last week, I was standing on Bloor street waiting for my friend to get Starbucks coffee. Besides me were a girl with a dog, some German Shepard. From far away a firetruck was approaching with sirens. The sound of sirens became louder and the dog started barking...

I listened to that dog's barking and howling. That sound is the saddest thing you can hear.

That dog's barking is the forgotten voice of a man. It maybe comes from a dog but it is actually a voice of all wrong things in people's life, their sadness, their inner feeling, their dissatisfaction.

While firetruck was approaching the dog pointed his head toward the sky... The whole situation gave me a little shiver since the sound of a dog was mixed with very loud firetruck sirens. The young girl took some treats but the dog was not seem to be interested.

That barking of the the dog, and the loneliness it creates, speaks of the feelings of all people. That howling is people's “cry for help”...

People live their entire life like on Sunday afternoon, the afternoon which is not miserable, but rather wrapped in boredom, dull and uncomfortable. They sweat and fuss a great deal. But they don't know where to go, or what to do. Their life, like that afternoon, left them only with the memory of petty annoyances... and then suddenly it is over, it is already night.

And here, I've reveled to you the secret of life.

Look at yourself, you have gotten to the explanation, but it doesn't make any difference that you know it. You're more alone than ever, because without an unwavering love for your own being, your sense of presence that gives you shelter, aloneness is loneliness.

Only the love for your sense of presence can give freedom to your spirit and freedom is joy of living.
You can go still further than that, you can learn to see things around you. Upon learning to see you no longer need to have anyone in your life. Upon learning to see without imagination and projections you become everything by becoming nothing.

You, so to speak, vanish and yet you're here.

I would say that this is the time when you can be or can get anything you desire. But you desire nothing, and instead of playing with people like they are toys, you see their sadness so vividly. The only difference between you and them is that you know about it, while others don't.

And there you became a lone wolf... you no longer have an active interest in people and the world. Seeing things as they are has already detach you from absolutely everything you knew before.
Don't let the idea of being detached from everything you know give you the chills. The thing which you should be afraid of is not to have anything to look forward to but a lifetime of doing that which you have always done.

Think of the loud sirens of the firetruck and a dog and his barking, your feelings, the best of you, ramble aimlessly between these two.