Yesterday was Good Friday, I was cleaning my apartment and I didn't pay too much of attention, now I'm thinking about it. 

Good Friday is a day of Jesus Christ's crucifixion. Christians observe the day by fasting and attending church services. Easter Sunday is a day when Jesus Christ resurrected from death. That's a story, I think it is a fabrication or at least misinterpretation (read - the church interpretation) of original teaching.

In Luke 9:23 Jesus said: "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it.

The church interpretation of Jesus's words makes no sense. Everybody has to carry his own cross (worries, problems, fears...) on their shoulders. What the fuck? Why carry fears on your shoulder? Are you crazy? Why not carry happiness, joy, laughter, a song with you, I can understand that but harboring worries and fears I cannot.


The only sin you do in this world is that you believe that this world is true

That is a meaning of Jesus Christ on the cross. It is actually you, in this world.

Your thoughts take all your attention and that effectively blinds you in the vicious circle of "what-if". What-if is the mind, what if that happens, what if I lose my wife, what if I lose my job, what if I buy that car...

Jesus Christ had to die, in order to raise to Heaven. "For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it." So "you" also have to die, your personality must die, everything that you believe, cherish and hold to, so dearly, in your mind have to die.

Let me be straightforward as much as I can... You exist forever but your personality has no existence, the world has no existence, the universe is a big lie, without you it is not there. You were never born so you cannot die. Personality is born and it will die.


In life, there are no problems

Believe it or not but there never were problems, there are no problems today, and there will never be problems in the future.

If you have a strong identity, personality, strong opinions, firm character, then there are problems, because your personality always gets into trouble of some kind. There is always friction of your expectations and the "reality". But if you learn to forget yourself, where are problems?

Try to see for yourself the falseness of everything in this world including your personality.

Unfortunately, many of you believe in a official news. Even you say you do not, you actually do. You have programmed in such a way that you strongly believe that there is a cause for everything. In truth there are no causes. There isn't any cause for anything. Everything in this world is happening spontaneously, randomly, without any cause or sense.

Since there is no cause there is no effect. So don't look at reasons, for why you are like you are, or this world is like it is. You have to accept simple fact that "you" are not and the world is not, "you" and the world are just temporary appearance.


Your ideas, concepts, notions, feelings, attitudes make up your world

Things happen on it's own. Think of these things instead of carrying the cross on your shoulders. Worries and fears are useless. 

Have you noticed, you're on the cross, all your thinking is related to fear. You don't know who-you-are so you are afraid.

In young age, your thinking is about your appearance, the presentation in this world, you fear getting married. As you get older you fear about your family, about things you have, you fear getting divorced, and you try to acquire things as much as you can, so having them, you fear of losing them, as an old person, you fear poverty, you fear getting sick, and finally you fear death.

Whatever you fear is a lie created by your mind, and why not say - created by your own stupidity.

Nothing matters in this world. What matters is how you react to the events, how you see it, what you expect and hope of it. This is true of every aspect of your life.

You've been trained to believe in church, in official news, without investigation you have taken that world is true, since you were a kid. Kindergarten brainwashed you, your family, the school, the system brainwashed you, and here you are, reading this page to the end. I'm impressed.