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Fuck that little mouse, I'm the albatrause

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For the record, this post isn’t meant to be a pessimistic rant about how tough life is. I'm writing here what I need to change, no matter how much I believe I have my shit together. 

I’m willing to be a blunt bastard that tells everything like it is and try to act accordingly. I need to slim 5 kg... this body - age 59, height 1.91 cm with current weight of 93 kg is overweight. 

I used to be far more concerned with how I'm perceived by others than how I perceive myself. The ugliest truth is that I valued the opinion of others more than my own but this time I cannot tolerate my belly fat.

Today, I'm announcing to the universe at large that I'm going to slim 5 kg in a month. I used to wait and hope that somehow this weight situation would magically resolve itself. I thought that if I waited long enough, I would suddenly slim, things will become better and I'll write a post about it.

Action is the formula that changes things. Time flies I am getting older, I'm almost 60, I have no time to wait and to be afraid. 

Writing this blog about spirituality and self-realization I'm fulfilling my part on this planet. Maybe, just maybe someone, somewhere will read it in correct manner and get benefits from this.


I'm a mixture of fearless man who adores freedom and undisciplined child who make so many mistakes. I'm very easy to be understood. Being confident, spontaneous and independent, I want to be in charge.

As uncomplicated, bold, aggressive and impulsive, I'm perceived as insensitive, often blunt and impatient. So be it. I don't need to change, you have to look at me with different perspective.

Things in life are much simpler than you think. There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so... this is what Shakespeare said. And it is true. Your thinking supplies judgments and colors the events according to your mood.

Nothing is ever wrong. Whatever I did was not necessary at all but what the heck.

I'm proud of myself. Maybe I don't not look as good as I want but thanks to all the lessons I've learned along the way, I'm so much better today than I was yesterday.

Fuck that little mouse, I am the albatrause, well, the song of the day...


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