I'm an albatross

Writing a blog is amazing, and I’m as addicted to it as you are reading it. Putting my personal views and life on the display (privacy, what privacy?) creates the illusion of connection with you. 

For the record, this post isn’t meant to be a pessimistic rant about how tough life is. I'm writing a here what I need to change, no matter how much I believe I have my shit together. 

I’m willing to be a blunt bastard that tells everything like it is and tries to act accordingly.

I don't have comments on my blog due to simple reason I don't really give a shit of what your opinion is. Don't be offended, it is nothing personal. 

I don't care anymore if you agree with me and much less if you don't. From my perspective, the whole world revolves around me, but there are billions of you who see it the same way.

I was not selfish enough, I used to be far more concerned with how I'm perceived by you than how I perceive myself. The ugliest truth is that I valued your opinion of me more than my own. 

Today, I'm announcing to the universe at large that I'm going to sell mine and buy two bedroom condo.

I used to wait and hope that somehow a situation would magically resolve itself. I thought that if I waited long enough, I would suddenly understand it's meaning, things will become better and I'll write a post about it.

I finally understood that waiting and hoping for something to happen would never bring me satisfaction. Notice that the word satisfaction ends with action. Action is the formula that changes things. 

I'm not young anymore, I have no time to be afraid. Writing this blog I'm fulfilling my part on this planet. 

Life is not scary, or bad, or a curse, or any other bullshit thing that people make it out to be. My life is a my creation, it is a product of my INTENT.  

I live at High Park area of Toronto in a small, 550 sq feet, one bedroom, cozy apartment. 

I'm a mixture of fearless man who adores freedom and undisciplined child who make so many mistakes. I'm very easy to be understood. Being confident, spontaneous and independent, I want to be in charge.

As uncomplicated, bold, aggressive and impulsive, I'm perceived as insensitive, often blunt and impatient. So be it. I don't need to change, you have to look at me with different perspective.

Looking at the world purely from my own perspective I see that I am caring, compassionate, team player, and an overall okay guy and here deep down in my heart there is a strong thirst for independence.

There are so many articles, videos, books about finding your purpose in life and living your life happily. I am not quite sure that they make any sense but you like to read it. It probably gives you a certain pleasure.

Things in life are much simpler than you think. There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so... this is what Shakespeare said. And it is true. Your thinking supplies judgments and colors the events according to your mood.

Nothing is ever wrong. I learn from every experience I had, although I'm very slow, so I repeat my mistakes all over again. Whatever I did was a necessary step for the future. 

I'm proud of myself. Maybe I'm not as good as I want to be but thanks to all the lessons I've learned along the way, I'm so much today better than I was yesterday.

The song of the day...