
When Douglas Adams wrote The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, he added a joke
which later has become more famous than the novel itself: "The answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe and everything is
42." A large number of lunatics have since wasted years trying to assign some
significance to the number 42.
According to the novel, the most
advanced computer in our universe, The Deep Thought, spent 7.5 million years
to calculate the answer to this ultimate question. And, as we see, it is 42...
Is this a consequence of a vaguely formulated question?
It is so
funny. This question is just like a question:
What is eye color of a barren woman's son?
So my friend,
stop all your worries.
I put all my efforts toward myself in the
most selfish way but I'll share it with you: there is no one thing in this
life worth to be worried about. You are here for a short period of time in
order to have fun. Life has no meaning unless you want to fool yourself!
I
have concluded this in December 2014, while I was sitting besides my mother in
hospital. She was dying from liver cancer. She was sleeping in a bed, I was
beside her and I was thinking about her life, how beautiful and strong she
was, and how her life passed so quickly.
I realized, back then,
that she never existed, she as a person, as an identity, was just a bunch of
memories and stories which on the end, are all forgotten. Life is not given to
us, it is here to blind us from our real Self, but that is just for some short
period of time, life is just like a dream.
Life was never intended to be a serious thing
So have a fun, be and feel healthy, look nice and observe details, notice
and understand things as they are happening... and laugh. Don't forget
to laugh.
If you think that with some magical change you will start
understanding life and get enlightenment you are really on the wrong track.
There is no enlightenment and no transformation, no change can bring you
closer to that.
The whole enlightenment thing is based upon the
idea of transformation. The same as you, I hoped that my morning meditation
will change me. The truth is, there is nothing to be changed or
transformed.
Enlightenment, awakening, waking up, self-realization,
Truth, moksha, liberation, and all that stuff are just variations on the same
theme. Change!!!
We want to change ourselves but we have never
questioned the existence of that one who is to be changed. And wanting
something that does not exist is the root of all problems.

Dream nice dreams Zee!
Couple years ago, I was sitting in the morning meditation when suddenly God
came to visit me. Wow, God finally came to me. I was overjoyed but only for a
little while...
Have you ever suspected this Zee? Everything is but a vision, it has no
existence.
I could hardly breathe, "A vision"?
Life itself is only a vision Zee, a dream. Nothing exists, all is a dream.
Me, man, the world, the sun, moon, stars - all a dream, all without
existence. Nothing exists except you. Only you exist!
I!?
But you are not you. You have no body, no blood, no bones, you are
awareness, all pervading thought "I".
I myself have no existence, I am but a dream you dream, creature of your
imagination. I am going away. You will remain a thought, only existent
thought, and by your nature inextinguishable, indestructible. Here and now,
I have revealed you to yourself and set you free.
Dream nice dreams Zee!

Strange, indeed, that you should not have suspected that your universe and the world were only dreams, visions, fiction! Strange, because they are so frankly and hysterically insane - like all dreams
Do you see that the world is pure insanity, the silly creation of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaks. Haha Zee, it is your dream, you are maker of it.
It is true, that which I have just revealed to you, there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all dream, and very foolish one. Nothing exists but you. And you are but "I" thought, wondering the empty eternities.
He vanished and left me walking my lonely path...