Thursday, April 19, 2018

Where did Nibiru go?


Today I read on the internet:

Sound the alarm! We must take immediate action before it’s too late. More than 15,000 scientists from 184 countries around the world have issued a doomsday “warning to humanity.” Climate change, species extinction, deforestation and exponential human population growth are all threatening our very existence...

- Scientists Issue Doomsday “Warning To Humanity” by TRUTH THEORY

Here we go again. The internet is full of reports that the end of the world is near. Collision with Nibiru is supposed to happen on April 23  (again) forgetting that we were all a little burned out by the 2012 end of Maya calendar debacle. In case you were inclined to believe in this bullshit know that the reports of Nibiru are lies and entire end of the world thing is bogus.


I remember that on Friday, December 21, 2012, the world supposed to finally end. The Nibiru collision with Earth was predicted then as well. Mayan calendar ended that day and humanity supposed to stop existing... and.... nothing. Nothing happened at all.

Let's say the worst thing really happen.

Would it really be so bad if my world broke apart at the seams? As I described my daily routine, it looks like my life is fairly predictable. Correct me if I am wrong, but your life is pretty much like mine.

I mean, you practice yoga or go to gym, you make money, raise kids, socialize, fulfill your roles, just like everybody else. Basically, you are going slow, in small circles, toward your own grave while pretending you are not. Sure, you meditate and do whatever spiritual practice, but you know that is not really going anywhere, right? Maybe, this end-of-the-world thing could be your one real chance.


Saying "May you live in interesting times" is both a blessing and a curse. I don't live in interesting times. Nibiru did not cause the meltdown of an advanced technological civilization. All pretense at decency and morality are still in place. The masks of the world: kindness, love, and compassion are still here. We missed the mass awakening, where millions of people could get very real, very fast.

The scientist's warning about human species extinction is a slow death comparing with the Nibiru. Nibiru could be the death-rebirth process but on a planetary scale. This whole ego based society burns down to the ground and then something rises from the ashes. A human re-evolution. Cool thing. Now compare that to today's bland little warning published by Truth Theory.

I don’t care about your religious beliefs. But I care about awakening so can you please ignore the screaming from the doomsday articles. Now forget about that insane "scientific" report for just one second. The world really is falling apart but not from "outside" of humanity but from our society, we built so far.

The crooked political system, the distorted entertainment industry, false news, and advertisements, phony medical and pharmaceutical industry, dishonest food industry, travel and working conditions, constant wars and loss of basic human rights are our reality.


But humankind has been aspiring to be the machine for a few decades now and eventually the effects of this aspiration become more and more apparent as toxins build up everywhere...

Stop comforting yourself with the old fairy tales, stories of good and evil and shitty positive thinking. Live life in the moment. Feel more, play more, enjoy the feelings. Allow the deepest despair and the most ecstatic joy to pass through you. Don’t judge or try to get rid of them. Be alive. You are life itself, inseparable from the universe.

The world really does not exist. It is all what you make, what you think about. Live at the point of insecurity, nothing to hold onto, no concept to bring to a weary mind. And yet, you'll feel the deepest happiness, a happiness deep within your being, the security of what you are.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

HERE... The secret teaching is revealed to you!


Though the Egyptian pyramids are now just broken stone, the spirit of Egyptian philosophy is still felt today.

Though the ancient Brahmins crumbled into dust, though ancient Yogas are now changed beyond recognition, still the wisdom of the Vedas endures.

Though the House of the Mysteries are now but rows of ghostly columns, still "Who Am I?" shines it's spiritual glory.

Though Zoroaster, Hermes, Pythagoras, Plato, and Aristotle are now but dim memories and lost pages in historical books, still they live again in the words and symbols for the honest spiritual seeker...

In this era of "practical" electronic gadgets and social media, people ridicule philosophy. They don't ponder about the question of the existence and goodness, they ponder with their befuddled minds only about fashion, cars and bigger houses. People have forgotten the path which leads beyond the stars.

They continue to laugh and cry, to love and hate. Their dream is for their own prosperity not for the nobler world, a fuller life, a more perfect spiritual realization. They are not going for the virtue, love, and humility. The soul of people has been deprived of its wings, the bare flesh is all that is left.


A Human Being is not the insignificant creature that it appears to be. The physical body is not the true measure of human's real self. The secret knowledge of how "I" sense comes into being, without any effort, will be revealed only by consciousness. So being conscious is the most important thing in this world.

Consciousness, your sense of presence, your sense of "I", is itself God, and it is the only thing  which can reveal to you the secret of all manifestation, all creation. Nothing else can do so, all else is concept - imagination.

Any teaching who gives you the spiritual knowledge is based on knowledge of its own concepts which considers Truth. The concepts may be excellent but still they are concepts, and whatever is understood through it, is not going to be permanent.

The consciousness cannot reveal its secrets to those who are holding onto certain ideas, hoping to acquire something very great. The spiritual realization is simplicity itself. The study of "I am" is concept-free study.

Stay in the "I am" presence and let go of everything else. You need courage to do so. You have to be brave. The world happens spontaneously. The very concept "I am awake" is root of illusion. Just be, be present in all your activities, observe, accepting things as they are. One in a million will do this practice, others want to gain something.

The consciousness is of a universal nature, just like space. The imagination and memory create a body and a personality. The practice is to remove the identity with the body. Remove the feeling that something good is going to happen to you. This "feeling" is "you". Be aware of this.

Follow daily activities with attention on your sense of presence, your "I am" sense. It is hard. It is difficult, but follow it longer and longer time. Otherwise you will be moving about like a leaf on the wind that just jumps about here and there. Stabilize yourself in "I am". Know yourself. Self knowledge is only knowledge worth having.

You as an individual are imaginary thing. Now, you know, the full secret is revealed to you. Go.


Saturday, April 14, 2018

I Am A Contradictory Person


Saturday, April 14th, it is almost 2 p.m. I am still in pajamas. I got up around noon. Last night I was with friends to Fancy Kafana in Mississauga and we stayed until 2:30 a.m. I was drunk and I had a good time, dancing on the floor in front of live music.

Now I have a headache. I just took vitamin C and a lemon with full glass of water. I hope the headache will pass. This brings me to the main issue of my life. I drink, smoke and eat a lot, true, I also do yoga. 5 practices this week and I am going to do a practice when I finish this post.

Outside is -3 C, freezing rain has covered the grounds in Toronto like a snow. It is windy, cold and there is no indication that spring will come soon. The forecast for next week is not promising.


Anyway, back to the main issue of my life... well I am a contradictory man. I am a man with a combination of statements, ideas and features of life situations that are opposed to one another. I am a person with inconsistent behavior.

Take for example my desire to get rid of belly fat. I've started strict diet since Tuesday but the last night I ate and drunk so much so I actually gain 2 kg. My weight scale does not lie. Another example is my wish to reduce smoking so I decided to go out on the balcony and smoke only there but as I type this I keep the cigarettes in my hand.

WTF. I admit, I am a fool, all the time. It’s just I'm an idiot a different kind each day. I think, I’m not a fool today. I’ve learned my lesson. I was a fool yesterday but not this moment. Then tomorrow I find out that, yes, I was a fool then too. I think the only way I can continue with this world is to accept the fact I'm not perfect so I can live accordingly.


I have concluded that is the best. Let the things flow out of its own. I accept the fact that I am a contradictory man. I try to save money and then, out of blue, I spend so much without ever wondering the reason for that.

But my friends I am a happy guy. Deep inside I really love my life and I have so much happiness. I dance and sing during a day. I am a healthy and I am proud of my yoga. I love my girlfriend, and I enjoy my time when I am with her. I also enjoy the time when I am on my own, quiet reading and recently I have started to watch various documentaries on Netflix. I love them.

And I observe other people. I see they are not satisfied. I am satisfied, maybe I would like to have less belly fat but other than that all is good. I don't work hard, I enjoy in what I do, I love my job. I am happy, never busy and I've stopped looking for the next big thing. There is no such thing.

So I'm feeling your pain my dear reader, because just like you, once I was going after so many things: my career and education, creative, personal and spiritual development, my relationships, health and wellness. Just like you I had some fun once in awhile!


But, I stopped running. I don't give a shit for superficial goals. I have seen that I am my own greatest enemy. It is I that doubt, complicate life, cloud my mind with unimportant thoughts and negativity, punish myself, hate myself and then I feel sorry for myself because the world is making my life a living hell. Fuck it, life is tough for everyone.

Yup, I am a contradictory guy.. so fucking what?

Thursday, April 12, 2018

Everything is Fake


In article, Everything is Fake: Top 40 Pieces of Fakery in Our World, published by Waking Times, it is said that our world is filled with an extraordinary amount of lies, deception, disinformation, misinformation, fakery, fraud, facades, mirages, propaganda and brainwashing. What the author has missed is the very important fake item... "I am" is fake, "You are" is fake.

It is not so difficult to define fredom. Freedom is an abstract term and it is related to bondage. If there is slavery then there is freedom. Indeed, the basic restrain in this world is your psychological state for a feeling of identity, personality, "me". Slavery is the feeling of a limited self. The feeling of yourself is the bondage. And the real freedom is the freedom of "yourself".

Interesting. When you know this can you be instantly free? Can you stop this imagination of yourself at once, and not go on always being free? Yes you can. To be free moment by moment is the only way out of this dreaming misery. Perception always takes place only in the present. Clearing of confusion can be done and must be done every single moment.

This is done by being aware in your relationship to yourself and another. Be aware what you are in your relationship to your spouse, child, boss, neighbor or to your car, house...

Society by itself is nonexistent. Society is what you, in your relationship, have created. It is the outward projection of your own inward thoughts - it is "yourself".

Do whatever you want to do in your life but be detached by understanding because whatever you're doing is an illusion. Things, events, people do not exist except in your imagination. It is impossible to perceive the truth, you can only see the false as the false, that is all that you can do.

According to a well-known theory in quantum physics, things exist in accordance to whether there is an observer or not. New mind-blowing experiment confirms that reality doesn’t exist if you are not looking at it. It basically suggests that world is a kind of illusion and exists only when you are active participant. Numerous quantum experiments were conducted in the past and showed that this indeed might be the case.

You are part of the illusion of time and space. Time is also an illusion. It is an illusion created by movements of your thoughts. The events - A causes B causes C is also just a very convincing illusion. The reality that you are experiencing is by no means an “objective reality” as you presume. In fact, it is more like a virtual reality.

In this illusion, going to be awake invariably implies the desire to attain something - and that is what you want. You follow teachers - if not that of a person, then of a book, of a teaching - because you want a result which will be satisfactory, which will give you security.

Ideas, imagination, hopes... are not truth. Truth is related to circumstances, from moment to moment. Truth is not a static thing. When you can go beyond your mind - which is the "me", which is the thoughts, which is the time, which has continuity - only there is a state of truth, everything else is fake.

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Practicing Yoga With My Friends


What our parents think we are doing...


What our girlfriends think we are doing...


What no-yogi friends think we are doing...


What we think we are doing...

What we are actually doing ...