Everything you've been taught so far is a lie

Everything you've been taught so far is a lie. Everything you think you know is a lie. History, who you are, where you come from, your beliefs are lies and that's why it's so difficult to discover the truth and to be happy.

You live your life in the enormous sea of information but the information around has been falsified which causes your confusion and doubts.

Different beliefs make you continue to argue with others and you continue to perpetuate your isolation because everything of what you know is a lie.

You, really need to understand clearly that this is your starting point. This is what you've got to work with. The fact that everything you've been told is a lie and you cannot rely on any of the information provided by google search or books.

You can only rely on your direct experience!

See what you are and what the world is

The sum and substance of every life is nothing but to come to a firm decision, make a judgment, about what you are and what the world is. Nothing else. Just placing yourself in the right position.

If you investigate process of creation you notice that at it's very base lies the fact that you do not know yourself, and suddenly the feeling of "I" appears. The moment it appears you are being awake, in a split second, your sense of self appears and you know yourself. Then thoughts start racing and you as a person starts functioning.

Without you there is no universe. A person and the world are illusions and they exist only when you are an active participant. I make distinct difference between you as a person and you as a simple self sense, the Presence.

Don't believe that anything and anybody existed prior to yourself. Don't believe in history, in evolution in big-bang universe. Do you have experience that world existed before you were born? I don't think so. Prior to you nothing was and after you nothing will be.

Are you living for your kids?

The main problem of people in general, is the aimlessness of their life. They have nothing to structure their time, nothing to live for, nothing to die for. They are at loose end, trying one thing after another.

People don't have a life of their own, they live for their children. I'm tired of all this bullshit I have to listen to about children. That's all you hear about, everywhere... Raising children is getting entirely too much attention.  

Regardless if you're married or divorced, single dad or a working mom, who think you're such fucking hero for raising kids, aren't going to like this words, but somebody has to tell you for your own good: your children are overrated and overvalued, and you've turned your life in a wrong way. Eventually you'll be disappointed...

You live for your kids, and it's not healthy. And don't give me all that shit, "Well, I love my children." Fuck you! Everybody loves their children; the love doesn't make you special.

What I'm talking about is this constant, mindless concerns, this neurotic fixation that suggests that somehow everything has to revolve around the lives of children. It's completely insane way of living.

Today's kids are way too soft. For one thing, there's too much emphasis on safety and safety equipment: childproof medicine bottles, fireproof pajamas, child restraints, car seats. And helmets! Bicycle, baseball, skateboard, scooter helmets. Kids have to wear helmets now for everything but jerking off. Grown-ups have taken all the fun out of being a kid. What's happened is, these baby boomers, these soft, fruity baby boomers, have raised an entire generation of soft, fruity kids who aren't even allowed hazardous toys, for Chrissakes! - George Carlin

Stop dragging your kids all over town in search of empty, meaningless activities to kill time: scouts, swimming, soccer, karate, piano, tennis, bale, salsa, and who knows what else. It's absurd, just for a moment stop it. You want to know how to help your kids? 

Leave them the fuck alone!

Do you love your parents?

The story is short, widely accepted, and it goes like this...

You have seen the highs and lows in your life but your parents haven’t let you down. They have taken debts to send you for school, they have put the food for you, they have worked off their asses to get you where you are today and you love them because, all you can do to repay their sacrifice, is to love them back!

The story ends there.

Your heart weeps for an orphan child, and you feel terrible when you think of someone being without parents, because you strongly believe that everything that you have now is because of your parents.

There is nothing that you can do to fulfill what they did or what they are doing for you. You can just love them back... trust me, that is a big lie.

Seriously, Why do you love your parents? Are you a princess or prince? Are you a child of multimillionaire? I don't think so. Well, nobody asked you if you want to be born. You didn't chose you parents you just got them, by pure accident.

But lets look at this commonly accepted social observations about parents, your way of superfluous life understanding. The never investigated idea of why you love your parents is taken for granted and repeated by everyone as an untouchable, unspeakable truth. Fuck that.

The truth is... at the same moment when your mom and dad became you parents, at that very moment you became their child. It is a two way street. Their ecstasy ended up in a seed, in a conception of your body. Nine months later, the pure innocence was born.

The new body have been taken care of by parents because that is their responsibility of bringing that body to the world. "You" are nowhere to be found. "You" as you, didn't exist until the body was somewhere between 2 and 3 years old.

Suddenly, you are there, you feel yourself, your are breathing, with every inhale and exhale you feel alive. Do you understand who have given you this feeling? Let me give you a clue, it is not your parents. It is a sense of presence, which in contact with the body gives you feeling of "you".
You don't get this knowledge from parents. Being ignorant themselves they taught you only worthless ignorance. They unintentionally made so much emotional wounds to you. Stop praise your parents. 

You have already noticed, when people get older they resemble very much their parents. There you go, you do your living and at the end you end up just like your mom or dad. What have you done in life? Where are "you" in the process?

Finally, you will be dying, sometime, and all what will be left from your worldly knowledge are couple of childhood memories. Everything else will be erased from your mind, just few pictures running in front of your eyes. Thanks to your parents, that is what an ignorant life does to people. 

You live in simulation within the simulation

There comes times when you start asking question like What is the meaning of all this? Usually, those moments come in difficult times, when you experience great loss in your life. But deep, inside your gut, you do know truth... "World is not real."

The outside forces are keeping you busy in order to cover that knowledge. The world is entertaining you, keeping you involved. The world is the first simulation, and you are taught that it was existed before you and you were born into it. That is just hearsay and not your direct experience.

The life's journey is a scam. There is no journey... There is no destination to reach, there is only this moment. And at this moment I am okay with the truth, which is simple but terrifying - you live life with mistaken identity.

Me, me, me... it is all about me... identification with the body is "me", it is a belief, conviction, nothing else. But at once it is accepted, it creates birth and death, greed, desire, hatred, craving and self-importance.

Once you see this, understand, conceive and comprehend the first simulation, you will notice that you are not living in the material world, the events just pass by with a little or no influence on your part.

You're actually living in your mind. Who else knows about your thoughts and feelings? There is no one else there, you are completely on your own. That is a simulation within a simulation. They are your hopes and expectations as well as your fears.

Give up the memories and imagination and be nothing, understand nothing, do nothing. No one is coming to save you, to the extent that no one is going magically to enlighten you. The life is a lonely road and you travel alone. You may have a companion or not but you must know, no one will take care of you at the end.

The life has nothing to give you. Living is nothing else but the process of dismantling these simulations, undoing, opening, giving up, of everything. It is the end of struggle to be "something".