Last night my friends visited me. We had a small party with food and drinks, they watched photos and videos from my trip to Belgrade and the wedding ceremony... I will meet my daughter tonight and I will take her and her best friend to Mandarin restaurant. And this will be it, my vacation is finished and I am back to the regular daily routine.
The most important thing in my life is neither my marriage, nor my family, nor my job... it is neither money nor fame. My major goal in life is self-realization. Take it for granted or investigate for yourself and see for yourself that spirituality is the major things in everyone's life. Spirituality is a science of knowing yourself as you really are without imagination and wishful thinking.
In life, you want to be a big time player. You want to have money, live in large house, drive an expensive car... You want to be with a woman of your dreams. You want an unconditional love, happiness and bliss. But what about your fears. Fears are what stops you from achieving what you want. Those fears are your irrational phobias.
You don't know who you are so you are afraid, underneath of all of your actions stays this basic fear. You fear of being confident and knowing what do you want. If you don't know what do you want, how can you be confident?
When I observe you, as you're now, I'm noticing an uneasiness in your behavior. You carry it at all time, that protective shield from threatening feeling of embarrassment and ridiculousness.
You like to be with your friends, you're eloquent, soft spoken sometimes even your old stories sound interesting and refreshing. But without knowing who you are, you are sorry little thing, basically a coward.
Let me take an example so common in the world, men's fear of approaching women!
Let’s say you don't go after women, you fear them because they may make fun of you, or that they will secretly laugh behind your back.
The major problem was, and still is, everyone has it's own insecurities but you can be sure that the bigger you put down yourself, the unhappier you will be with the world.
Your world is a confusing place because you're confused. You try something so many times and nothing happens. Don't take that to discourage you, don't take anything personally, you may have better times, you may not, who cares? That's all. What is important is that you take the first step. That's only what you can do.
Nine times out of ten it will be you, not anyone else, who stop your actions by feeling as being not good enough.
The spirituality is not some preaching of love in some spirit world. It is what you do here in this world. So act fast and stop thinking about it. By doing things before you have time to chicken out, you increase your chances in the world dramatically.
Stop worrying about what will happen after. You can always rescue the situation by making another act and declaring the previous as a gibberish. What counts is your confident manner of doing things. It is about your doing not saying what you will do. Only by doing, your confidence grows, what matters most is making the initial step.
It doesn't matter what are you going to do, the secret is to be mindless. That's spirituality. Think like a confident idiot or don't think at all. Stop any introspection or thoughtfulness, these are great qualities for poets and philosophers but terrible ones for you if you want to be a man of action.
So here is the secret: fuck your thinking, the ideas and beliefs drains your bravery. Roar like a tiger, live your life without fears. That is the only spiritual practice worth pursuing.😉
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