As I walk through this world searching for light in the darkness of daily
insanity I ask myself is all hope lost? Is there only pain and hatred, and
misery? Reading the news headlines I can hardly believe my eyes any more; the
people's life is all so fucking packed to hide its shallowness and
meaninglessness.
I am not saying I know something. I know nothing. I don’t have the answers. I
get irritated when I read other people putting themselves out there as gurus,
therapists, or doctors.
On this blog, I write gibberish and with a bad grammar continuing to challenge
your most common, widely accepted, beliefs. You are bound by your own concepts
and notions. Think about it. If you cannot handle my blog, so be it. Go read
something else for free, I'm not asking you to be here.
If you stay, don't read these posts from perspective of right or wrong, it is
not important, really, by the time, you will see that you and I are wrong
about everything. And that is the meaning of life - to discover, without
shadow of doubt, that life is an interactive game and you are an active
participant.
As far as the truth is concerned, 98% of your thinking is rubbish. The
remaining 2% is garbage!
Stupidity of your beliefs
My dear friend, I have a great compassion towards you so I write and write...
the same things over again, in different words.
Your life directly depends from your belief, the idea of who you are. You
don't pay any attention to that and that is your the biggest mistake.
You live your life setting up hopes, expectations and dreams measuring events
as a success or failure. In the process you became covetous, greedy and
coward. Unfortunately, on top of that you nourished yourself with fear.
You're so self-important. So arrogant. You think you are rational and logical
being, you talk about politics, spirituality, god and other high matters and
you think you know everything.
I'm quite certain, you're going away. Pack your shit my friend, you're going
away. And you won't leave much of a trace on this planet. You are living like you're at a giant shopping mall.
The buy and sell mentality has squeezed out the last reminder of your
consciousness.
I don't blame you. The crooked political system, distorted entertainment
industry, false news and advertisements, phony medical and pharmaceutical
industry, dishonest food industry, travel and working conditions, constant
wars and lost of basic human rights are your world.
You don't want to be free
You are a slave and you dream of becoming a master rather than of gaining
freedom. The crux of the matter on which the whole ploy of your life rests is
your suggestibility, complacency and tendency to wishful thinking.
The life as you're living it, is not a moralistic punishment for your fall as
a human being, it is a natural consequence of a state of being, just as it is
a natural consequence of being a chicken to sometimes get eaten by a fox.
Why don't you see this? It is so simple, it is enough to look. You
live a life with mistaken identity, taking yourself to be a name with and
ID, the personality full of likes and dislikes...
The life's game is simple...
find out who you are! You have sense of presence, how do you know it?
You see your thoughts and feelings, emotions.. who sees it?
The sad reality is that you aren't doing anything to fulfil the life's
task. You’re just living out the fantasies with your eyes wide closed.
And so you end up dying a slow death on the inside.
And you know, it's not just that it's a terrible way to live: it's not really life at all. It's not something you choose, it's what you get when you don't choose. We just marched ourselves into these damned idiotic, impossible lives without ever stopping to think about what we were doing.
High school, college, post-grad and then straight into the workforce. Get married. have a kid, borrow money, buy a house. fill it with junk. have another kid, borrow more money. bigger house, more junk.
It's completely insane, but that's how everyone I know lived.
~ Jed McKenna, Spiritual Warfare
Think, contemplate, understand
Life is an illusion, the sense of 'you' is illusion, so whatever the 'you' does is also
illusion. Remove the name and nothing remains. In final Reality there is no
'you', no 'I', no mind and no thought. That is your natural state.
A clear cut understanding of a these things is awakening. Reality is not to be
achieved, it is already here. After this thorough understanding, nothing is
required.
Understand, life is a big lie. The sense of
presence is only truth that you really have so investigate, meditate go beyond knowledge. BE. Forget
everything and immediately you are Reality.
You are the self without personality. Understand, illusion is nothing. Understand your mind
and then it doesn't remain. Not remaining as 'I' is the highest understanding.
If you want to realize your self, you must devote your life to It.
Otherwise, what is the use of life? Be fearless. 'I' has no real
existence, the world has no existence. See that and be what you are - remain
consciously in the the sense of presence. That's it.
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